Friday, November 18, 2005
i hate it when my own creation is being destroyed.
my home plants have been under my care for a year. the money-plant is long, stretching down, growing longer everyday. it took my a year to reach to that standards. every night before i sleep, i would bring them to he basin and water them. every morning when i wake up, i would put them on top of the shoe-rack, where the plants would be able to receive the maximum amount of sunlight. however, the sad part is that alot of the leaves are not those healthy green that we wish for.
i checked with one of my friends who is a biology graduate. i asked if the plant lacks magnesium. he told me that it lacks micronutrients, which can be found inside fertilizers. i took out the exisiting fertilizers and read the instructions. apparently for outdoor plants, i should add a teaspoon worth of fertilizers every 7-14 days. this bit of information was not mentioned to me by any of my family members.
today after i came home, i realised that 2 of my money-plant became very short. i realised something, IT WAS CUT BY MY SISTER. her reason for doing that was that those unhealthy leaves would hinder the new leaves from absrbing nutrients, thus creating a vicious cycle. just imagine, 1 year worth of effort is gone with 1 minute of cutting. of course, she does not know the backstage work involved. the look matters more, as always to her. but not forgetting, without sufficient backstage work, the stage would not look nice.
i'm still very mad at it. i am contemplating of throwing away those 2 plants. i don't recognise them anymore.
Clement |10:39 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
what cause dreams? the brain being active before we sleep? or is it just some divine revelation from God on the things going to happen?
i woke up at 5am this morning. the lightning nearly made me blind. there, i recalled a scene in titanic. after titanic sank, rose was rescued and brought onto another ship. the ship passed by statue of liberty, marking its arrival at new york. it was raining then, and rose was carrying her umberlla, looking at the statue. it was at this point where a complete new rose emerged. i think of this scene everytime it pours at home. i was thinking of this when i fell asleep again.
poof! i was at an unknown ship, together with rose and her supposed arranged husband. the ship was about to sink. the 3 of us, were supposed to board a life-boat together. i remember asking rose's husband,"are there enough life-boats for everyone on board?" he assured me with a yes. so the 3 of us entered the boat.
all of the sudden, rose and her husband jumped out of the boat. i screamed,"rose! come back!" she continued to run away, together with her husband, holding each other's hand. there, i remembered a scene where rose jumped out of the life-boat where her mother was, to be together with jack. anyway, to continue, one of the sailors threw to me a baby and asked me to take care of her. i carried her all the way, acting as if i'm her father, all the way to dry ground.
we arrived in a coach. i placed the baby on a seat. i was thinking, what am i going to do with the baby. i'm only 17 years old, i cannot possibly bring the baby up. the baby on my right was fast asleep. and soon......i woke up.
Clement |12:35 PM
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You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach to life and influential nature means that you have leadership qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and spiritually.
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